Walking down a straight path,
with trees on either side,
glancing all around,
to take the beauty in stride.
You have fireflies to light your way,
so you may never have to stray,
and the sweet fragrance of roses,
to quite your inner qualms.
Take a deep breath that is filled with the calming fragrance,
and watch the beauty of nature fly across the sky,
and keep on walking,
because you know it will be better this time.
Let your mind drift,
For you know you will have no more worries,
For this life will be better,
This life will be kind.
With a brand new start,
And a new state of mind,
This life will be better.
This life will be
Yelling and screaming
Its all I hear.
Arguing and crying
Its what I fear.
All day and all night
Drowning in tears.
As the anger explodes
The fights grow and grow.
The tears get worse
With more blood on the floor.
The cuts on my wrists
Getting deeper each day,
And I know this should have a better ending,
But this is all I have to say.
Some people stare at the tv,
and wish that they where what they see.
They have to be one of the the pretty chicks
that every one wants to be.
I dont feel that way
not even close.
The way that I fell is im the one that is gross.
I'm not low enough to want to be some one else though,
I just dont want to be
...me...
Darkness lurks in every heart thats filled with light
waiting to take you away to endless night
some fight it till the very end of there days
some welcome it with prays
Never let your light start to fade
because if you do you will lose your way
you will stumble into darkness
no longer with light to find your way out
you'll be lost in endless night
and this will all happen because you let your light go out
Inside yourself you hide nothing.
Inside yourself your free.
Inside yourself you have nothing to fear.
Inside yourself is the only part of you that is dear.
But what about the outside.
What do they see.
On the outside...
do you hide?
On the outside
are you free?
On the outside
do you fear nothing?
On the ouside
is anything dear?
Inside yourself you are safe.
On the outside all is like black nothingness.
You hide everything.
You are never free.
You have most every thing to fear.
You have nothing that is dear.
You cant show anything for you dont want all to know.
You cant fly away and be free for you cant see.
You fear al
sittng alone on the side of the road.
all alone and no where to go.
no idea who you are,
black and blue,
and still have no clue.
dark surronds you,
no sight left.
you feel the warmth of blood
dripping down your neck.
batterd and broken,
beaten and torn,
sitting alone on a curb,
un-named and un-known
that girl there
sitting all alone
i feel sorry for her,
cause she has no one.
just looking at her,
i can not understand.
her beauty she doesnt know she has
makes me mad.
and she is just sitting there,
not knowing what to do.
how can she do that?
why doesnt she see that guy staring at her
she wont even look?
why wont she look?
she is all alone,
but she has the power to change it.
why doesnt she?
that girl there,
sitting all alone,
who is she?
im just looking at this girl when she finally looks up....
and she looks at me.
i realize that this isnt just some girl....
its me
left bleeding on the floor, and a single tear leaves your eyes.
you dont care much anymore, for to long have you tried.
tainted at birth, and nothing u can do about it.
your whole life have you tried to fix a problem that was never yours,
and now look where your at...
bleeding on the floor
Walking down a straight path,
with trees on either side,
glancing all around,
to take the beauty in stride.
You have fireflies to light your way,
so you may never have to stray,
and the sweet fragrance of roses,
to quite your inner qualms.
Take a deep breath that is filled with the calming fragrance,
and watch the beauty of nature fly across the sky,
and keep on walking,
because you know it will be better this time.
Let your mind drift,
For you know you will have no more worries,
For this life will be better,
This life will be kind.
With a brand new start,
And a new state of mind,
This life will be better.
This life will be
Yelling and screaming
Its all I hear.
Arguing and crying
Its what I fear.
All day and all night
Drowning in tears.
As the anger explodes
The fights grow and grow.
The tears get worse
With more blood on the floor.
The cuts on my wrists
Getting deeper each day,
And I know this should have a better ending,
But this is all I have to say.
Darkness lurks in every heart thats filled with light
waiting to take you away to endless night
some fight it till the very end of there days
some welcome it with prays
Never let your light start to fade
because if you do you will lose your way
you will stumble into darkness
no longer with light to find your way out
you'll be lost in endless night
and this will all happen because you let your light go out
no longer would i wait,
and i wont let go,
so i grabbed his hand,
and let my love flow.
it flowed with such power,
straight through my hands,
thats when it happend,
the strange feeling begain.
my mind begins to scramble,
to see what it could be,
then my body was numb,
and i fell to my knee's.
the man looking down at me,
was engraved in my heart,
but that was all that was left,
the rest of me was dark.
in my next thought,
i knew what to do,
so i loosend my fingers,
then my hand was numb too.
the love that had flowned through me,
hadn't flown back,
so the emptiness that was left,
was filled with a monsters attack.
it b
When the last of the suns light is losing its glow,
you return to life,
body and soul.
you watch with patiants as the poink clouds turn black,
and you arive were you life is truelly at.
the darkness engulfs you,
making you whole,
your egsistence at peace,
and no longer dull.
the darkness around you now mimicks you heart,
and the scence of pain seeses to spark.
it is replaced by love for the night that has come,
that has taken away the mask you have wone.
won but not wanted,
and want to give back,
so you no longer must play along withthe act.
the act that plays ever second theres light,
and makes you seem happy and full of del
used and abused
is only the begining
betrayed by the day
is more than i can say
bruttaly murdered
with in your own home
you house your family
is now all gone
away from you...
no, you from them
this is how you came to your end
you were brutaly murdered
with in your own home
what an i say,
you left me alone...
I'm here heart in two
All of this because of you
I can't believe I'll never be able to hold you in my arms again
I can't believe after all the pain you put me through you think we'll be friends
I'm here broken hearted
Can't believe its over
Feels like we just started
I saw you there with my own eyes
You were kissing some other guy
I guess it wasn't meant to be
But that other fling isn
I'm starting to like the darkness now.
I can't see myself.
I can't see what I know is going on.
Maybe I hear every little creak,
but not if I scream.
Not if I drown out everything.
So this is how it has to be
to stop feeling this way,
to stop feeling the intensity inside.
So this is how it has to be
if I'm going to stay alive.
I'm starting to like the smallness of my car
when no one is there
and I am left entirely alone.
I'm used to these tears
that I haven't seen in years,
that stream down my face almost nightly now.
So this is how it has to be
to stop feeling this way,
to control the intensity inside.
So this is how it h
No one can see the pain that we hide,
They're happy for us to keep it inside,
Our fear is our own; they don't want to know,
Why sould we involve them; why should it show.
You live your whole life in confusion and fear,
The need to feel something unbearably near,
Half of you living, Half of you gone,
And inside you know what your doing is wrong.
The thing's that can help, the thing's that may heal,
Are the flame or the blade and the sting of the steel,
The destruction of skin means the death of your soul,
But there's nowhere to run when your living alone.
Your young innocent heart has been damaged some
Youve experienced love and been polluted by loss
You put your heart in a tower to make it numb
And continue lifeless ignoring the cost
Im standing outside your tower in pouring rain
Simply taking my hand and taking you with me isnt enough
I am willing to give you my life, will you let me in
You must unlock your heart and give it to me in trust
Will you give yourself and take your protective fortress down
Will you stop sinking deeper in hurt and fight to rise above
I will touch your heart and draw the pollution out
Cough up that pain and inhale my rejuvenating love
T
How much passion can one man take
While times are good and we are happy
No other couple can match the love we make
A gentle caress, your soft touch
My fingers running through your hair
And pressed against the small of your back
I pull you close and meet your stare
But with the flip of a coin that happiness is gone
Fighting, yelling, screaming in unending argument
Both too proud and selfish to admit we are wrong
Your foolish pride always finds another excuse
But my raging temper hurls verbal abuse
This fight will last two or three days
Your stubbornness outlasts my temper anyways
In happiness, our love reaches an ecstatic
Resurgence: Imprisoned pt. 2 by theodanking, literature
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Resurgence: Imprisoned pt. 2
How could I let you fuck with my head
And destroy the confidence I once had
They say love is blind, is it also stupid
I lost myself when you stabbed me
With a stolen arrow of Cupids
All those years of giving in
When I should have been assertive
You never compromised on anything
And slowly decided you didnt respect me
I made mistakes along the way I know
But sincerely apologized for each and every one
You never forgave, instead letting your bitterness grow
And reminded me often of the hurt I had done
Eventually my unhappiness and your bitterness collided full force
We finally had the fight when you broke my heart
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I feel like i'm doing a horrible job keeping up with my deviant page. Lately i've been so into wattpad.
What is wattpad you ask? It's a place where people wright and post their own stories. I love reading them. The anticipation of waiting for some one to post the next part of a story they have just created, it's great.
I was inspired there, so I decided that I was going to try and inspire myself to start writing again. It's an old passion, but I feel that if I try again, it could help me.
Any-who, for the 2 people that might read this, I hope that you might support me. Strange of me to ask of strangers, but then again, why not?
Summer classes at college are almost over!!!!yes! It makes me so happy. Even though I dont get a summer, at least the hard part is almost over!
So this weekend I get to go see Skakespere abridged. I'm so excited. I watched the movie in our english class, and even though I'm pretty sure that the one preformed at my college isn't going to be as goo, I am still so excited to go and see it. And for anybody who knows what im talking about, I am going to sit in the "Cut the crap Macbeth" part. lol gosh I can't wait!
Well I get to go tour colleges next week.... joy. Well i get I could work on some new poetry while I'm there and hopefully get some
Jeezzzz I haven't been on for a while. I've definetly made some changes to my life between last time an now. Looking over a couple of the poems I had on my page, I realized that I used to be a very depressing person.
I still hit spots in my days were I am not so cheerful, but i'm working on it.
Anyways life is the same all except i'm taking it with a new view: I could really care less.
I know it seems a little harsh but, after I stopped worring about things so much life just got way easier. It almost sounds like something out of a book.
WHOOT!
My life has become a book. Lol.
I'm going to try and clean out my page a little. Some of the